Now that I'm out of the middle of that situation, I feel like I can think more rationally. more OBJECTIVELY.. Ha ha ha
In saying that... I still feel like a lot of what I said has truth in it and it was purely because I got so worked up about this situation, that I got deep down inside my head where these thoughts were.
Looking back at this week it would seem that I lot of the decisions I made in my head were based on emotions. Was that because I ran out of logical solutions to the issues? Or because they were highly emotional issues in themselves and I didn't have the experience to know the BEST approach to take? Did I just flip my lid from lack of sleep and stresses from other areas in life? Probably a mixture...
I guess if I was to take anything from this it would be this:
God's got it all under control.
...as usual it certainly didn't feel like it or look like it but I have faith that He does. And that's what it's all about isn't it? Having that relationship with God so that you know His character inside out and you just know that there's no where you can run and hide without Him being right there next to you, accepting you for who you are and loving you unconditionally.